Xinling

2010-04-28T01:34:00.000-07:00

原来你什么都不知道..

2010-04-02T12:19:00.001-07:00

In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! who took on flesh
Fulness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones he came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied -
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave he rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

2010-03-28T06:52:00.001-07:00

2010-03-25T23:48:00.000-07:00

TGIF! :D

One week just end like this. Have no idea what I'hv learn. But I know it's definitely enjoyable because didn't really encounter any bad stuffs. :) 'hai guo de qu' heh. And i don't know whether i should be sad or happy for that 3 days. :)- because it's until 9pm. :(- because 7am-9pm is way too longgg for a bloody talk! And I just realised I came blogging unknowingly. HAHA.

Gonna meet my dearest soon :) Many things to catch up with her!& to update her.

PS: I don't want to see any of your being so sad and down ):

2010-03-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

Anyone willing to learn and play this for me?

:)

2010-03-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

7 periods of Maths with NO Mrs Ho = awesome.

:D Btw, minus 2 periods, because its MTL. Just that I'm doing Maths at that time too. Must not waste any time though sometime I just talk or sleep during MTL :P Hmm, yeah, skipped my cca and the photo taking too. Haha. Anyway, there's basically nothing to blog about so sayonara! :D

PS: I think that it's really a waste of time and money if you decided to retake MTL but you aren't paying attention in class during lesson.

2010-03-23T07:25:00.001-07:00

Me.hate.Mr.George.Eu.Ah.Huat.

Lesson learnt from nagging number 1: NATO!
Lesson learnt from nagging number 2: Intentions without actions=NOTHING.

How great. Got 'nag' at by Mrs Ho and Miss Ong. And thank God that I know Miss Ong is not referring to me because when i got back my file, it was almost perfecttt(:D) with no comments by her! And yes, again I screwed up my oral. It's like, damn it! The teacher isn't paying attention to me! You know how hard I tolerated?): To talk to someone who feels so tired when I'm freaking the first! (!#$!@) ANDDD, even thou if my English sucks like hell(!!), NO teacher ever do that to me. KAO. Forget it la.

Alright, I will blog soon! Goodbye:)

2010-03-16T07:19:00.000-07:00

MISS ME, DARLINGS?

Just managed to get my blog a new skin. Let's welcome March holiday! (thou i know i'm slow-.-)
Tomorrow will be performing at Ngee Ann City :):) Do drop by and support us k? Heh. And, I have no idea what to blog): Its been so so so long since I last updated my blog and personally, i think it's totally useless. Oh ya, my nuffnang account got some problems and I had gave up saving it and let it die -.- Okay, i'll be meeting up some of my friends soon! gonna have lots and lots of talking session. Unfortunately, dearest is sick... )):

And, I have finally sort everything out. Really glad. Haha.

I won't be blogging so often. So, goodbye!

2010-02-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

Goodbyeee.

2010-02-10T04:03:00.000-08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING :D

2010-02-05T05:16:00.000-08:00

(this photograph of Mt Fuji is real k. Not grab from anywhere else)

TGIF! :D

Am so packed with so many things ever since school reopen. And Monday is just like yesterday. I still remember asking my sister when will the clothes come, and she said Tuesday or some other day. Still thinking that 'huh.. still so long.' but time flies and it's already Friday. Thought of skipping dance today (really irresponsible to do so =\) but well, plan unsuccessful. Poor Xinling & Dhashini have to go dance.. So, I went home to get changed since I didn't even bring my shirt to school. Chinese New Year performance is coming soon. And... the dance is going nowhere. Haha. I feel so lazy to sew the dress and all other miscellaneous. BUT, even though I always grumble, I still will do it. Why? Because I just can't simply chuck it aside. Oh yeah, had a lot of tests today!! History retest, ss CT1, maths revision test. History + SS is horrendous already. My hands almost blistered. But still, went through it all. Finally. You know what? I thought that I can FINALLY rest because it's Friday today.. But hell no. Still have to go school tomorrow to listen to Mr Koh's craps. Zzz!!!! KILL ME.

I'm actually surprisingly looking forward to CNY performance. So randomly and suddenly. Because I'm so dread to perform): And and and, I'm looking forward to CNY!!!!:D:D:D

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2010-01-29T06:24:00.001-08:00

Fret not! I will blog soon :D

2010-01-22T07:22:00.000-08:00

[Turn To Jesus]

Jesus my Saviour
My Lord and My King
Insulted, rejected for all our sins
Knowing pain
He went through it all
So I turn to Jesus
He's there when I fall

Lord I need you
Lord I cry out to you
My only refuge from this world
Lord I need you
Lord I cry out to you
My only shelter
my hope and saviour

Jesus my comfort
my strength and my shield
Sorrow and sadness
He knows how I feel
Knowing my struggles
He went through it all
So I turn to Jesus
Who's been there before

2010-01-20T21:03:00.000-08:00

Very sad to say, I'm going to close down my blog(so called). I'll still leave this blog here(to rot), but ain't going to blog anymore. So.. if you seriously miss me or wanna know what's happening to my life, contact me thru my handphone, email, tagboard. Up to you. Also.. please click my ads if you wish to. I blog whenever I got the time to do so. Lastly, thanks for visiting.

Take care ._.

2010-01-20T01:54:00.001-08:00

Define Happiness.

2010-01-19T02:01:00.000-08:00

[好听－许茹芸 ]

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静静静是再也不去理

2010-01-15T08:36:00.000-08:00

Part of my life..

2010-01-13T02:25:00.000-08:00

The 2nd week of school.
CNY is coming soon! 1 more month:) Am getting so excited!! By the way, O level results had released on Monday. Congratulations to those who score well and wishing you all the best :)
After seeing them getting back their result, my heart was shaken. I was so afraid when my turn is coming. Hopefully, my tears would be sweet and not sour. God bless me :D Muhaha. Now I don't think I have ample time and feel like a lot of things would be coming in my way real soon. Shall get ready to fight this battle:) Gonna buck up and get my ass going :P HAHA! So, don't expect to see me blogging often. I can just jolly well leave my blog to rot if it's necessary.

Still got a lot things to do, blog again next time! :D

Sometimes all a person really needs is a hand to hold, and a heart to care and understand.

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2010-01-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

Why nowadays all girls are so ......

God, what is this society man?

2010-01-05T01:22:00.000-08:00

I'm really sorry for not updating very frequently because 2010 will not be easy.
So I think I will update once a week only? But do come back for updates!:D
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God bless.

2010-01-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

BLESSED NEW YEAR EVERYBODY:)

2009-12-29T07:04:00.000-08:00

“[Jesus Comforts His Disciples] "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.”- John 14:1-3

Even though...
I'll say a big no no to 'Avatar', but I think it might be a good film because I heard over the radio that it was invested with a huge sum of money and you know.. like very good. So, I went to watch! Furthermore, I know boy would love to watch but I keep say 'NO' to him. BUT, I went to buy the tickets and surprised him! Luckily he didn't do anything silly to ruin my plan. (like he always do-.-) Being kept in the dark for a few days, thinking that I wanted to watch 'Sherlock Holmes', he finally able to watch 'Avatar'! Surprises is necessary at times. You wouldn't want to be with a woodblock -.-' Love his reaction just now! Shall not blog here:) Privacy~ :D The sleepy me fall asleep for about 5mins or so. Haha. It's normal, for every movies that last for almost 3hrs, I'll definitely fall asleep without fail. However, I would grade 9/10 to the movie:) Very nice:)

I'll be having dance tomorrow:):) & school is reopening soon... Oh yeah, check out my new playlist:) 3/4 songs from Tata Young's new album 'Ready for love'. Only 3/4 of them(which is playing now) is nice to me. Others are equally good but some aren't uploaded over at Mixpod. So yeah.. You know what? I miss Japan a lot :(

Gotta stop here, goodnight folks :D

2009-12-27T04:10:00.000-08:00

The 100th Post :)

A Blessed Christmas everybody! (I know I'm super late-.-)
Yesterday was my last day at work. Kinda miss there right now, and the people too. Frankly, I think Karen is the best colleague already. I like her the most:) Then followed by Eve, then Eileen(not quite close to her because I merely work with her) And as for the J.R, hahaha. Not very good impression because he always 'say' me for nothing-.-' And he and his that temper.. kao. Worst than PMS. But not bad lah, he didn't scold me. So, where did your celebrate x'mas? I was working on th 24th, half day. Then went for dinner @ MOF. At first wanted to watch 'Sherlock Holmes' but you know i know, full house. So after dinner, we went to Bishan to try our luck but still.. Hence we walked around, back to Yishun. Slacked and back home before 1am. So early right? Because, i'm working the next day! Thanks Serene for changing:) Had been working for the past few days. And, I finally have one member! :D I know it's abit stupid, just 1 only. But whatever luh. At least better than zero. The man very good ah, he rarely says no to us. Haha! So give him a free gift wrap as he requested. Heh. Nice person:) He even remember my name! FIY: I don't have a name tag, mine is still a 'trainee'. Heh. Yesterday I thought of going back earlier because it's damn boring and I'm freaking sleepy. I wiped almost the whole shop, rearranged the cards(for umpteen times!) then do rearranging, replenished stocks(till there's no more for me to do!), I fold the paper bag(sssss) and I got nothing to do already. Lucky JR not working, if not he's going to say I keep stand thr, never do anything. -.- I got do, just that he never see. But thank God, I never leave early if not I'll missed that member! Here's a few conversation which makes me laughed. LOL.

1st-
Me: where is this ah?(asking the stock)
Eve: I help you take, you give me the member lah.
Me: Cannot la!!!

2nd-
Eve: Oi, shou jiao fang kuai dian, fang jin qu.
(faster put the thing inside)
Me: huh. oh ok ok.
Karen: Take out the price tag hor.
Me: Ya hor!

Also, yesterday Eve say that the male customer got money buy $129 figurine, no money buy $1.20 wrapper. (LOL-.-) So, that member of mine ended my day thr happily! Thank God for that:) I'm sure He heard my prayer:D

Alright, I'm done with the post! Oh ya, I bought a PM bible! Its so freaking nice!!! :D:D

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2009-12-26T09:38:00.000-08:00

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to bequiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
(credits-ROJY's blog)

2009-12-22T10:20:00.000-08:00

Sorry that I have not yet transfer my recent pictures to my computer, that's why now all I got is old pictures. Am just done with all the wrapping and I still have gifts not yet buy! Haha. I have it in my mind but the $$$. Hmm.. Oh ya! I'hv got the worst day ever. I was late, and the bus is slow, then I hail for taxi but all 'busy' or 'hired' then I waited until it drizzle. Then when I thought I'm saved because I finally got a cab(only when I crossed over to the other side-.-), there was a lot of traffic lights and it's always red!!!! Not even this, there's slight traffic jam! I was damn !%!#$%!# angry and frustrated. But, I finally reach the shop before 11am. Phew~ BUT, half day pay gone-.-' I earn, I spend. Where got save?! *slap myself*

Worked till 5.30pm then end. Stayed there till 6plus then headed to Square 2. Now everywhere go X'mas sale! Everything is so irresistable okay!! All so pretty:) I missed 'together' today): This drama is getting more and more interesting and I personally think that the theme song is really meaningful. Alright, now I still left with love, sister & colleagues' presents. And, a exchange gift.
Means, money fly ~~~

)))): never mind, I believe it will come back:) I want eat log cake! And I want a lot of things ):
Can anyone buy some for me? hee ._.

The Body Shop Bilberry Colour Protect Detangler
PM key pouch
One full set of Maybelline's new skincare ranges-Total Clean (Total Clean includes a Hydra-Rich Foam, a Turbo Detox Pore Cleanser and an Absolute Makeup Remover.)(Hydra Boost has an Instant Relief Hydrating Dew (toner/lotion), an AquaSurge Moisture Lotion (good as a day cream) and a Super Charged Rescue Essence (can also work as a night cream)
Heels!(Love has been asking me to buy,buy,buy but none caught my eyes):)
New wallet(if possible)
Iphone3GS! -getting it soon:):)

So far... nothing else! :D It's all those that I'hv been aiming for for very long. I hope I get it soon:) As for now, I need to rest. Goodnight!:D

2009-12-21T03:08:00.000-08:00

Chaotic!

I shall blog! For the sake of something! Muhaha. Life has been awesome these few days:) & school is reopening real soon. Hope everyone has done their homeworks. Don't ask if I have done mine, because I'm fighting a war right now, on many fronts. I pray that I won't lose.. ): Oh by the way, I went for service yesterday!! (after so long._.) It was really awesome. Or is it I sua gu? Haha! Anyway, I really enjoyed it:) X'mas is coming! Any plan? Heh. I have not yet decided on where to go. PT are celebrating but too bad, I'm only thr for half day. I'm still thinking of the restaurant to go. But well... still valid? What if something happen again? Sigh.

Drop this. Oh, forgot to mention that yesterday was a christmas service and it's at indoor stadium and yours truly actually went for the first service! LOL. Amazing! but didn't regret, if I never go, I would kill myself for that.

I can't stay here for long because there's still alot of works for me to do!!!So, take care! :D

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2009-12-18T07:16:00.000-08:00

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2009-12-16T08:02:00.000-08:00

Resignation )':

Apologize for not blogging these few days. My schedule for December is totally packed & I reached home everyday at at least 12am everyday. Have been working 4days straight, full shift. And there's work tomorrow too :\ Something unpleasant happened today but don't wish to mentioned it anymore. Hope I can forget all these. Only told love this so far. Hmm..

I can only do a short post because it's late already. So.. goodnight folks!

2009-12-12T07:32:00.000-08:00

1 Peter 4:8 (New International Version)
Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.

Well.. I got nothing much to blog about actually. But I do not wish to see my blog been left to rot like this. So, I shall just blog something here:) Holiday is ending soon. Which means, O level is coming! Though I'm really kinda afraid of it, but by God's grace, the fear will be gone soon! :D Unfortunately, I can't attend church service tomorrow. I got work. I have not been going since 123423534th years. (exaggerating!!) But but! 20th I will go and must go! Shall I go back FCBC on the 24th? Hmm.. Oh! X'mas is coming!! Remember to buy presents for me kkk! =P But, just so you know, it's not abt giving presents and all. It's abt the birth of our Lord, Jesus Christ. Heh. Nevertheless, enjoy your x'mas and the rest of your holidays!!! :):):)

Will need to chiong once school reopen. Kinda miss studying. Know wht? Our Lord is awesome. Why? Because I merely prayed for just a pass for my FYE and a at least top10(worst to worst top15/20/25) then He actually gave me more than all these! Though my marks isn't as amazing as it seemed to be, but I did got a top 10. Furthermore, I even have the scholarship award. And when I thought it just end here, I received another award!(though it's nothing special or no big deal) But, to me, I'm more than satisfied. Haha! What can I still ask for when I have the a God that is sooo awesome??? :DDD Heh. All glory to Him.

Goodnight folks! :)

2009-12-11T07:58:00.001-08:00

I'M VERY BORED RIGHT NOW.

PS: I'm very happy!

All glory to Jesus :D:D:D

2009-12-10T08:39:00.001-08:00

イエス・キリストは主です　

2009-12-09T20:27:00.000-08:00

Japan's trip Day 3

Mount Fuji :) Had our breakfast in the morning then toured around Mt Fuji area. Went to this place called oshino hakkai village(忍野八海) & Owakudani Valley (大涌谷). The scenery there is very nice:) At any angles, you can see the Fuji Mountain. And we were consider very lucky because it isn't that foggy that day. Because if it is, many won't be able to see Mt Fuji. Heh. Bought a few keychains and stuffs from there. Everything there is very cuteeeee!!! Irresistable luh. Aunt is very nice to buy us ice-cream too :D We had the milk & lavender flavour. I was having the milk one and if you suddenly eat the lavender one right, it will taste weird. (at least for me lah) Haha. Afterwards, headed to a resturant for lunch. Remember I say that the portion is very big? I had one bowl of udon and rice and with some other small dishes! But I didn't finished all. Oh yeah, the sky will turned dark at around 4plus. When Japan time is abt 6pm, the sky is like 8-9pm. So, after lunch we embarked on the bullet train from Yokohama-Tokyo. Dinner is Shabu Shabu. Back to hotel (Prince Hotel Sunshine City), then come out back to shop awhile. Indeed, there's alot weird people :\ Then back room and zZz :D

Japan's trip Day 4
Breakfast early in the morning at hotel. Proceed to Asakusa,a popular and the oldest landmark in Tokyo. Also, we went to places like Nakamise Shopping Arcade, Tokyo Metropolitan Government, Imperial Palace, Tokyo Odaiba. If you wanna know what is all these, Goggle out yourself k? Because I personally think that the t/g didn't brief much about it. Or in other words, she don't even give a damn on explaining-.- Stayed over at Narita Excel Tokyu Hotel. Had fun over there. We keep play and laugh at the corridor. Freaking funny. We all even played in the lift just to snap the scenery!!! A great day.

Japan's trip Day 5
Had breakfast, went back to the shopping mall, Jusco/AEON mall. Doing shopping and playing, then back hotel and headed to airport. The checking in period sucks. We like check in for almost half an hour?? -.- Then, went to buy those snacks and byebye Japan! ): ): Watched 'Imagine that' & 'Look for a star' on plane. Dinner was on board too:) 'Look for a star' is damn nice ok! Starring Andy Lau & Shu Qi. Guess what? After 2 movies, still haven't reach Singapore. Reached S'pore abt 12 bah? Home sweet Home :D

Overall, I can't deny that I really enjoyed and had fun. A great trip with my relative. They are super good okayyy:):) By the way, now that you see me blogging means I'm back in S'pore once again. I will not blog out Malaysia's trip one by one. I will die straight after if I do so -.- So, briefly. It's a total of 4D3N. A one year one time Low's family retreat. It may sound ridiculous to you all, but well, we even appeared on newspaper-.- Ha! 'tua pai' hor? Most of the time, I was playing with the childrens. Isn't that enjoyable because my dad wasn't there ): Horrible. But whatever. Just back from my appt, thank God nothing serious but... Hmm.

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2009-12-05T08:46:00.001-08:00

First and foremost, congratulation to the BB 18th coy company(NSS BB)!:) And, congratulation to those that won either the solo piping or drum or any other :):) Last but not least, congratulation to my boy! :):):)

I'm going to Malaysia tomorrow. And.. I think I will not blog abt the Japan trip bah. Don't feel like doing so :) Hmm. did I mention I got the scholarship award? :D Freaking happy. Thank God :)

Got to go, goodnight folks! :D

2009-12-03T08:44:00.000-08:00

你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等
等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真
太多疑问
知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

2009-12-03T08:01:00.000-08:00

Wednesday 2 dec 09
Made a trip down to Bugis to help my dad buy something. Decided to walk around Bugis Street since I'm already there. There's a few dresses & tops caught my eyes but I only bought one. Have to control myself :\ Walked around Bugis Junction and trained back Yishun. Meet Love for awhile @ Np and back home ard 9pm :)

Thursday 3 dec 09
Town with JY. Had a great day with her though we walked till our feets very painful! We went to Bugis too. Saw a few shoes that is really nice!! Feel like asking dad and ask him to buy :P Hehe. Shall see how it goes. Trained back Yishun since its really boring there. Walked around at Np. At first wanna buy this fake nails, but the auntie very !#$%. I just left then. Only JY knows. Freaking angry-.- After that she came over to my place to lend something then sent her back afterwards.

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Japan's trip day 2
Please note that the pictures here isn't according to the dates. I don't have all the pictures with me yet. Hmmm. 26nov09, had our breakfast @ Narita Excel Hotel Tokyu. After that proceed to Tokyo Disneyland! We went to Land instead of Sea. But we have only limited time there): Didn't really play enough. But Sister and I bought a bow rubber band with minnie's face! Damn chio, i tell you. Hers is leopard pringggss you know! HA!! Mine is normal one. After that we go to Mt.Fuji there, just stay over at the hotel thr. Dinner @ the hotel too. I can't rmb the hotel's name but it's a long one. Our trip at Mt.Fuji only started the next day. As for today, we just stayed there. The air there is very fresh! *provided no one smoke -.- And and, I love the hotel room! Japanese style. We went to the ... Onsen (wen quan). I forgot what it's called in English :P Onsen is Japanese. The hotel room is abit hot, so I open the window and sleep. Freaking nice!!!!
Shall end here! Continue tomorrow :):)

2009-12-01T07:22:00.000-08:00

A great man is always willing to be little :)

Kinda miss the weather in Tokyo. Everyday, everywhere like got air-condition. Haha. Now think back, it's really very fun and enjoyable. Didn't regret going, (though my hands and legs is itchy like !#$^#) I really like the second last day. We all talk like nobody's business, run here and thr to one another's room, laugh and play, and even ROLL on the floor!!! Still play in the lift somemore(just to snap the scenery-.-) It's very fun overall!! Okay okay.. I should be back to reality. Well, I went to get my pay today. And spent freaking much on the games!!!!! Even change McSpicy to McChicken and back to McSpicy again. I'm really sorry boy): Oh yeah, watch A Christmas Carol in 3D. The effects isn't strong and real -.-' My imagination is better. Kaozx. Had a great day though. Oh ya, happy belated birthday to humeimei :D & happy belated 1yr4mths :D:D Thanks to JH for helping me out and thank God J like the gift!! :D I got my work schedule alrdy, miss working man. And and, I'm going to M'sia in a few days time again. And and and, I'm NOT working on X'mas!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEE, HOW GREAT!!!:D Okay, enough Xinling. Turning in soon. Goodnight!

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Japan's trip Day 1.

(the person behind is my little cousin)

Guess what? I'm actually abt the same height as my cousins!! One is Sec1, another is pri5! OMG. but whatever! :D Woke up @ 5am on 25Nov, (was very late alrdy) But still early when we reach airport. Check in and grab something to fill our stomach first. Then breakfast and lunch is on board. FIY, we took Japan Airlines(JAL). Reach Tokyo around 4 or 5pm. Can't remember. So, we went the shopping mall to walk around. Have our dinner and back hotel and sleep :)

That's all. Day 1 is very short. Because by the time we reach there, the sky turned dark alrdy.

Will update more! :D

2009-11-30T08:10:00.000-08:00

Moshi Moshi :)
I'm back from Japan! but I won't be blogging out my whole trip in one shot because it will be very messy this way and like one whole chunk of wordy post. Not good. So, I'hv decided to blog as per normal and at the end of each daily post, I'll blog out the trip day by day. With pictures, most probably. Got abt 1000++ pictures inside the camera. But I look very sucks in most of it. I don't know why either. Some is damn funny! So, if it's too ugly or funny, don't comment k? I know and can see it for myself:) Am going M'sia soon in few days time for family thingy. Quite excited. Thank God for His protection and blessing this 5days :D && Uncle Chris is getting better. Hope he can recover fully and go M'sia with us! God bless him:) Got to go, goodnight folks!

2009-11-24T10:02:00.001-08:00

My prayers may not be very good, but this is the very least I can do now for him.

Get well soon..

2009-11-24T09:26:00.000-08:00

And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
-Revelation 21:4 (KJV)

Lord,
I'm sure You know how I feel.
That kind of sadness that I'hv long felt.
I pray for your presence here with my uncle,
let him know that you are always here with him.
Lord, give him the strength and courage to fight this battle.
This battle may be tough, but I know You will send angels here
with him to go through every obstacles. Lord, I know that you will.
Let him know he is not alone. In your arms, let him feel that he is
secured and safe. Lord, I put him into Your hands that You will
protect him and bless him. Lord, let him not feel fear. Fill his heart
with all the love and care of Yours. I know I may not be good in prayers,
but I know You will hear and answer it. I pray all this in Jesus's name,
Amen.

My dearest uncle, though we may not be very close or anything, but the smile
that you always carries on your face never fails to make me happy:) Whenever
I look at you lying on the bed, I think of your smile. I really miss you and hope
you will have a speedy recovery. I don't know why I just, feels this upset when
I see you lying there feeling so weak. That's not the uncle I know. I pray that
you can be like the one that is so cheerful, lively and happy.
I love you and God bless you.

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I'll be going to Japan in a few hours time:) Am not very excited.. Take care everybody:)
i miss baby.

for you, uncle Chris:)

2009-11-23T22:39:00.000-08:00

“Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name. For the LORD is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations.”- Psalm 100:4-5

2009-11-22T08:05:00.000-08:00

It's time to blog! :)

But as for now, Jiayan that siaokia is acting so crazily!!! When I online, she suddenly say "hello, I miss you!" Oh my god. I wonder if that's her not! LOL. I shall start from yesterday. Went over to Grandma's house for awhile as Dad is having a hair cut downstair. Headed over to the Leisure Park to get our stuffs then to Suntec City. Nowadays Singaporeans are really no manners and no respect. It is very shameful and pathetic you know. There's this uncle stepped on my shoe and still stare at me when I look back. He still dare to keep look at me as if I'm the one blocking the passage way-.- But hell, it's not me okay. Those people in front refuse to walk, what can I do. Shout at them? Then why not you shout? Bas***d. Forget about this thing. Had our dinner at this Korean BBQ and Steamboat.(I think so) It's located at the Beach Road there. The food was okay.. But when I walked out of that place, my whole body is full of the BBQ smell! Freaking smelly. I even bathed twice you know! Zzz. Slept at 3am and woke up at 7.30am. Powerful right. Because I need to go for ... the BB enrolment day? Whatever it is. So, go school then do some stapling stuffs. Then to Pedra Church(?) Oh shit, I forgot the name. (cutting short) Went to SSC at around 6plus. Get some stuffs from Daiso and I actually bought 7things from there! Thanks Love for paying some for me:) Back to Np Mac, ordered a Cappuccino for him and a Double Chocolate for myself:) Went back home around 9plus. It was a very good day indeed:) Alright, I have to go. Goodnight folks:)

Surely He took up our infirmities
And carried our sorrows
Yet we considered Him stricken by GOD
Smitten by Him and afflicted
But, He was pierced for our transgressions
He was crushed for our iniquities
The punishment that brought us Peace
The punishment that brought us Peace was upon Him
By His wounds we are healed.

2009-11-20T08:25:00.000-08:00

It's Friday!

Rise and shine :) Headed down town with my dearest JY. We went to FEP and did some shopping. Basically is she accompanying me lah. So nice of her right?:) I was hungry and bought the 'XXL chicken cutlet'? I think so. And the XXL sound so wrong lah! HAHA. Many didn't mention the word 'XXL' when ordering. Lol. Guess what? I actually have that with me and eat for hoursss!! Bought two tops and my contact lense. Spent a total of $43+ ): I'm broke now. Haha!! Many things caught my eye you knoww. Saw this pink heels at FEP and I think it's really nice and sweet:) Wanted to buy it! Then saw a few pairs of flats also very nice. Also, I wanted to buy the Korea top too.(the one with shoes infront) Anyway, I went to ECP too:) Was so freaking pekcek. And I swear I won't go thr anymore if there's no transport -.-' Had a wonderful time with my two dearest! :D I wanted to go out with my dearest(yokekee)! The last time we went out is during the yr 07 you know!!! It have been 2yrs): I miss her ): I'll be flying soon. Hoho. Will be going out tomorrow with my dad. Homeworks still not clear! HOW? =\

Well.. I will have it done soon. Real soon k. Heh. Continue to click on my ads alright? Thanks!
Goodnight folks:)

2009-11-19T03:02:00.000-08:00

“[BOOK I : Psalms 1-41] Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers. But his delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law he meditates day and night.”- Psalm 1:1-2

2009-11-18T06:33:00.000-08:00

“May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight,O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer.”- Psalm 19:14

Yesterday post was like shit. I'm sorry for that because I was rushing out and did a short post just like that :P Had my hair cut yesterday. And I think it's great:) By the way, I only cut bangs for my fringe and didn't do anything to my hair behind. It's kinda lame lah, I think. Lol. Dance today. Still thought that we can used the studio but in the end cannot -.- They need to do the idk what thing. Zzz -.-' So, changed to hall instead. I swear it is freaking hot!! :S I was sweating from the start to the end. And I hardly rest :P Miss Chen isn't here with us today so we practiced on our own. I tell you, the girls are all so gooooood!!! Starting to love them more :P Ha! They are now self-motivated, self-disciplined and good attitude! :D After umpteen times of 'experiment', I finally figure out the correct 'pai zi' for the chorus part!! *happy* The girls was all so nice to dance several times for me because I wanna see where the dance goes wrong. It was an tiring but enjoyable practice. I must say, you girls have indeed grown up! :D Referring to Manxin they all:) Bake cookies afterward and I think it's not nice): But the process is fun! Heh. Just came back from dinner with Dad and Mom.

Oh, 'class outing' soon! :D Movies, ice-skating, picnic or ...?? I don't know! Is escape okay? Hmm.. 6 more days to Japan! Weeeeee~ I want to go FEP and Bugis one day before my Japan trip. Anyone? Heh. Remember to click my ads okay? TYVM!

Loved.

2009-11-17T06:54:00.000-08:00

you should know your every feelings affect me..

2009-11-17T01:57:00.000-08:00

From Nuffnang:
SINGAPORE
90.9%
GERMANY
9.1%

Cooool! Yesterday got United States and today got Germany. Ha! Dance just now! The room is small leh. Can't really dance. I still prefer studio:) Heh. Anyway, JY came just now. Oh btw, just now we went to 7-eleven. Then I wanted to buy bread but suddenly realised I didn't bring my money out! HAHA. Thank God I found out if not freaking paiseh!!! Chatted with her for a very long time. Very fun and nice! Heh. I'm going for a hair cut now! BYE!

2009-11-16T02:55:00.000-08:00

Watch 2012 @ Gv Yishun just now. It was awesome and touching :) By hearing, I think you will roughly know how many teared. Lol. Nothing to post. Dance on Tues, Wed and Thurs :)

I suddenly realised, I no longer yearning for anything anymore. Like, flowers/roses, presents, gifts. Nothing. Not at all. I'm sorry.

PS: Nothing serious happen. Don't assume:)

2009-11-14T08:50:00.000-08:00

This is nice:)

City Harvest Church - The God I Know
Words and Music by KC Gan
© City Harvest Church, Attributes

(VERSE 1)
When the stage is bare tonight
There's no one else, just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense, I'm on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice You gave to me
It's all because of You. all because of You

(CHORUS)
The God I know, Righteous and holy
The God I know, Faithful and true
The God I know, My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed, Christ revealed

The God I know, Light of the city
The God I know, Strenghtens the weak
The God I know, Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

(CHORUS 2)
The Church He knows, Righteous and holy
The Church He knows, Faithful and true
The Church He knows, A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed, Christ revealed

The Church He knows, Light of the city
The Church He knows, Strenghtens the weak
The Church He knows, Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

(Bridge)
This is my cry, my one desire
More of You, more of You

PS: I'm not from CHC :)

2009-11-14T08:24:00.000-08:00

"Sometimes the things you complain about the most are the things you care most about. Unfortunately, you don’t always know that before it’s too late."
credits: runawaytrain.tumblr.com

Dance yesterday :) Finally had a proper meal yesterday! I was so bored and lazy to do homework so I went to play DS. Then fell asleep on my bed while playing it halfway. Lol. I went to City Square Mall today, together with my Dad and Sister. Had lunch at Pizza hut. My stomach was bloated man. We 3 person order the 4 person meal. We got 4 soups, 4 lemon tea, 2 pasta, 1 medium/large pizza. Ha! Can you imagine that! We roamed around thr and I was attracted by this shop called Miyoki which sells accessories and stuffs. Bought a hairband and continue walking. I uncontrollably snap a picture in the toilet =P You know what? I can't help but to snap one whenever the toilet is full of mirrors. You'll never know how much I love mirrors! HA. Left there around 7plus. Actually, we got the complimentary ticket for carpark, and we only have to pay $1.50 because the ticket is $2.50. However, the stupid thing deducted twice the amount, which is two times of $1.50. Kao. And my dad says he will never come again. Lol. I bet I won't too. Because, there's nothing to shop anyway. Had our lunch and went home:)

I seriously think that I shouldn't wear ear studs anymore. Because my ear lobe at the earring hole have been swollen and painful :( Oh yeah, I wanted to do manicure before my Japan trip. Am so excited and looking forward to it :) Heh. Love is sick): Hope he will recover soon. Have an early night!

2009-11-13T06:22:00.000-08:00

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In this movie, Jim Carey played a total of four roles: Ebenezer Scrooge, Ghost of Christmas Past, Ghost of Christmas Present and Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come.

Watch the trailer:)

“A CHRISTMAS CAROL” OPENS IN SINGAPORE CINEMAS 19 November 2009.

2009-11-12T05:24:00.000-08:00

Konnichiwa :) It's just only 13 more days to my Japan trip! In another word, it's only abt 1 more week! I didn't realise it because my holiday is packed with so much things! Now, my only focus is dance :) Can you imagine how great would that be if everyday is dance-filled? Ha! Awesome. Orientation dance next year would be a blast. Stay tuned! :):) I bet it will draw a lot people's attention. Hoho~ Anyway, was suppose to watch '2012' today with Love but it was sold out and the 5.10pm one is too late for him. Hence, we give it a miss. Okayy, I admit I'm a little not happy over it. But well, don't wanna spoil the mood thus I forget about it:) *sorry dar* =X
We headed to the library to search for my books. But, guess what? I can't find all those I wanted. It's either 'on loan' or 'reserved'. So we decided to take the bus back Yishun to try my luck. But, there don't have too! Forget about it -.-' We bought back 20 nuggets from mac then! :D After that, love went for his band while I went home:) Will be going for dance tomorrow. Hee. Opps, I haven't inform the lower sec ones =P Oh ya, do your think I should cut bangs? Hmm.. Shall watch 2012 soon :D

Don't forget to click on my ads! And and, I'hv some blogshops to recommend. Check it out at the left side of my blog, under 'links' :):)
Take care!

2009-11-10T06:32:00.000-08:00

OMG. I'M SO GOING TO THE LIBRARY.(NOT SWENSENS:))

WILL UPDATE SOONNNNN.

2009-11-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

You are born that way so that the works of God can be revealed through you :)

I'm really sorry for not updating these few days ): I have been really busy for the past few days and am tired whenever I reached home. Now that the coaching lessons is over, I still have to go back school for dance. Am really dread to do so :S Not that I'hv lost passion for it but that, yeah, it's holiday man~ God. Shall survive then. And.. I do feel weird going for dance prac. The ambience and all feels so.. strange and weird. I have no idea why too. Just.. forget abt it :) Nowadays work is getting better, colleague there are all very nice and friendly. Oh yeah, I have to say that Love is being so nice to wait for me yesterday! Then I went to Marina Square Starbucks to meet him. I really hate the APEC thingy -.- They closed the convention centre area and many who are going to MS need to climb the stairs. Not that climbing the stairs is difficult but it is that it's very inconvenient! Anyway, past few days I went to MS to play the thing. Caught a few small toys. And caught the ice-creams too :):) Had a lot of fun! Hee.

By the way, I never take any pictures nowadays so there will be no photos today, sry =\ I'll have to end this short post soon. So.. take care and enjoy your holiday!

Loved :)

- Do not give up on God because He won't give up on you. Amen.

2009-11-05T00:28:00.000-08:00

Everyone is just temporary, what makes the permanence is that you have given them good memories about you.

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I just realised I didn't blog anything abt my first trg during work! Morning shift is okayyy and I reach there at 10am where the shop open at 11am. Duh. So, I waited for it to open. Basically, I think the ladder climbing is rather scary :S And, most importantly I have to remember where all the stocks are placed at. I roughly remember some now and still have a lot to improve on. Love came to look for me and we headed to the church. I fell asleep during the service :P After that, go back see how is Serene doing. And she's fine. Just that, few mins ago, a customer broke the mirror and some other stuffs going on. Okayyy, it was a very good first time experience for her!! Enough of working, I think that I actually have no holiday at all. I have to go back sch this week, next week and next next week. Basically, I think for the whole November I need to go back. Because even after the dates for the dance practices is over, still need to plan self-prac as Melvina and some others did not come. (I, myself missed 2 days of dance too:P) And about the whole of December, I need to work!!!! Okay, I made the decision myself and I didn't regret:) But I think, I will tell them I can't work on Weekends. Because, need to accompany my dad! And for the past few days I have been going back school for coaching sessions and dance. I personally think that the coaching session is useful:) & I'm still lazy to do homework. Sigh, procrastination kills. Alright, still need to go school tomorrow and work. Night shift! :) I hope dad got work on Saturday, because I can't accompany him ):

I'll stop here. Check out my photo album, I will upload a few pictures by tonight:)

2009-11-02T07:20:00.000-08:00

My heart longs to tell you how I feel towards you. I wish I could tell you just how much you have touched me. Just how much you have taught me. Just how much you’ve made me happy. Just how when you hold me, my body tingles. Just how when you smile at me, it touches my heart in such a way that no one else can ever come close to. Just how the way you love me makes me want to be a better person. Just the way I want nothing more than to be able to hold you everyday of my life, and how that alone would be enough. But, I can’t tell you all these; the way I truly feel them, because there aren’t enough words in this world that can truly explain just how I love you.

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2009-10-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

“For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.”- Ephesians 2:8-9

Hello Saturday! The holiday is here but I guess it won't be a good one because it's filled with a lot of homeworks and basically I have no time at all. I hope I won't break down so easily. Lol. Anyway, I went out with my dad and sis today. Roam around Orchard Road. I think we really can walk because we walked from Taka- Wisma- Far East- Tangs- Ngee Ann City- Ion- Orchard Central and I guess no more. Hahah. And it was raining so heavily when we at Far East. But we managed to get back to the car. Had our dinner at 925 and back home :)

Training tomorrow! Feel so excited and happy! I hope that I won't screw up anything and can manage it well :) By the way, to all that taking the O level, jiayou! :):)

I have to rest early today. So.. Goodnight! :)

2009-10-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

My beloved 4NA :D All of us are so happy isn't! Love them:)

Last day of school and time passed very fast today. I only do a few Amaths qns then 10plus already. Take our report book back. After I minus 10 marks, it's still not quite bad. If based on that L1R4 only 14 then minus CCA abt 2 , is only 12. Okay, I'm very satisfied. But, hello, that's not my result for O level -.-' Anyway, I know where I stand. I'm going to manage my time well and I will plan a schedule so I won't waste any day. But for now, I can't really plan because the working days are not fixed yet. And hell, I have 20 sets of double maths, 1 eng paper and 1 physics paper for homework then I still have a lot days of dance practice and 2 days of coaching sessions. And I still, haven't go to fly kite with Love. And, I have to work. Omg. Serene, can we manage? I think I can. Because, with God, anything is possible!:D I will need to finish all the homeworks by 25th Nov, because I'll be off to Japan and when I come back, I think I need to work. Then after that I will go M'sia and when I come back, most probably I'll be working everyday whenever I can. I will still take leave =P Then MUST also fork out some time to revise for Chem and Phys because I failed and need to retest next yr-.-' And, I need revise everything. Because.. next year will be a tough year. But, we will pull through as a class yeah, 4NA?:) Take it easy man! Don't stress, you can do it, Xinling :D

I think I'm posting like sucha nerd here =P From the start, I'hv been talking abt school stuffs, homeworks and things like that. Lol. Okay, I'm not nerd. And it's not wrong being a nerd. At least, it's better than those that waste their life off by not studying, fooling ard and etc right? :) O yeah, Mr Tan is leaving): He shld leave next year, tgt with us! Haha. But can't and I don't know why. Feel so sad when he leaves. He is such a nice and caring person. Like, he will give me back my ez-link card if I ask for it when I'm late on that particular day. Okayy, not like because he will give me back my card when I'm late then I say he's nice lah. But, it is because he actually care more than this. Like, during FYE, got one day I walked to sch and saw him at the gate thr, he asked me "how? stress or not?" I admit I was abit stunned thr because I thought he will say things like "faster faster faster! gogogo, what time alrdy ah!" Then after FYE, last few days, he asked me "how's your result? ok not?" (smt like that, can't rmb) Seee, good right. Perharps he do ask some of you this, but it don't matter because he did asked me. No teachers ask me this kind of questions before you know. Though NSS's reputation not very good, but NSS do have caring teachers:) I still, don't love this sch. But definitely will love those teachers that impacted on me and carved a smile even when things really ain't going very well. (I talk as if I'm graduating!) HA!!

Alright, I have to stop now :) Don't stop clicking on my ads, and tag me, don't shy!:D
Goodnight!

PS: I updated my photo album. To view, go here.

2009-10-28T03:42:00.000-07:00

Saviour Of The Undeserving
New Creation Church(NCC)

Saviour of the underserving
You have beckoned me with love
You designed all heaven's glory
Yet You came, restored my worth

Majesty stripped of all honour
Man of sorrows on that tree
The God who fashioned nature's wonders
Yet You stooped to rescue me

This is love, spoken through Your brokeness
This grace, crowning me with righteousness

You are the God who loves
You are the God who gives
Salvation, favour, victory as I stand and see
You are the God I love
You are the God I give
All honour, glory, adoration for eternity

The song above is my favourite! Love like it as well :):) It is wonderful loh.

Anyway, I shall start from yesterday. A class outing though not everyone is present. We went to OCC for bowling. It was, not my first time lah. But, I don't know how to play still. It was still fun overall :):) Then proceeded to Eighteen Chefs. All of us is talking and laughing so loudly like nobody's business. Haha. Afterwards went to Felix's house! Okayyy, I shall explain why I fall asleep =P One group of them was playing Guitar Hero & Wii and the other was playing Poker cards. I didn't want to play poker, neither do I want to learn so.. I was so amazed by that bunch of soft toys he had. It was of different kinds & sizes. And some were really hugeee. Some were very cute!! I asked him whether I can take back some as souvenir =P haha! Then.. I just fall asleep. Lol. Parted at the Mrt station then took the train down to Suntec with Serene. Bought the CDs and some ear studs and necklace. Then we passed by the shop and realised that they are recruiting people so try our luck and after much deliberation, we decided to do :) The in-charge there was very friendly and nice! And, talkative.Hahah!! The people thr was very nice luh. Love the ambience of it. So, trg starts on this Sun! Maybe going for the service at 5pm? :) It was a enjoyable trip down town. Heh. And we actually spent > 12 hrs outside you know! I walked till very tired. Lol. But know what? I slept at 3plus -.-'

Then today, went school and played some games with them. Was very very happy and enjoyable. Though the game which must name those famous people's name that part, I really got no idea and which I suck at most, but overall is very fun:) Forfeit is most funniest!! I shld make Darren do it longer.. HA! So, we took a grp photo and off to recess. Afterwards, go library awhile and back class to check result slip :) This morning when Mrs Lee(?) came, she got show some of them the position thingy. I was sooo afraid at that moment. I was still playing uno but my heart have already flew to another place. Lol. I think my heart skipped a beat man. I wanted a top10 and MYE is really a nightmare and a huge mistake I don't want to repeat. I was praying everyday when I first started my revision for FYE. And, guess what? God's love never fails. All my prayers were answered:) I got not a 10 in level/class but, something better. (i wld not say, in case people say I like to flaunt-.-) heh. Love it. But I'll not be very very happy because I, myself clearly know that it is because of moderation. Anyway, I'm still happy because I made it! :D Heh.
As the chinese saying goes "皇天不负有心人" , "一分耕耘，一分收获". Heh. No pain, no gain. Lol.

Overall, I enojyed my day :) And, I'm looking forward for Sunday! Am excited for work :):):) Hee. Btw, happy 1 yr 3 mths love! :D I bought him "The Perfect Offering" CD and I think it shld be the best gift because it's a blessing to receive :) We shall go fly kite soon! :) hee.

Take care peoplee! Click on my ads okay? :D

2009-10-26T11:14:00.001-07:00

-Once in a while, I'll look back all the posts in the past. I found out I actually missed a lot of great things. God is always so good to me, but I didn't cherish whatever He gave. Then I realised, I, myself actually gave up all the good things. Just for one person, which is none other than you. I then know, how bad I am. Then I realised how much and deep I had hurt them. (thou they are happy now lah-.-) I gave up everything. Sacrifice everything. For what? I don't wish to say anything more or elaborate further. I just.. remembering how happy I am last time.(not saying I'm not happy now-.-) No matter what happens, I will still, believe in you. Just like how I believe my God. I want to prove, I didn't make the wrong decision. I shall stand firm. Last but not least, I miss you guys :)

And, I still love you, a lot.

2009-10-26T04:06:00.000-07:00

-WHY IS IT THAT EVERYONE CAN SEE, BUT NOT ME?

THERE'S NO ANSWERS TO ALL THE DOUBTS.

2009-10-25T01:02:00.001-07:00

“Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.”- Ephesians 5:19-20

2009-10-24T09:40:00.000-07:00

The greatest irony about love is letting go when you need to hold on,

and holding on when you need to let go.

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I'm going Japan. :D

2009-10-23T09:55:00.001-07:00

I had enough.

#1- What are Friends?

#2- Who are my Friends?

#3- Who is thr for me to confide to?

#4- Who is free always to spare me time?

#5- What happened?

#6- How it turn out to be like this?

#7- Why do I have you,(all), this kind of 'friends?

#8- Why is it changing so rapidly?

like, it's a overnight thing?

#9- How I feel right now?

#10- What the fcuk I'hv done to receive this kind of treatment?

2009-10-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

Scripts checking today :)
Okay.. SS is utter disappointment. No matter how hard I'hv tried, my marks is always that low. Not being a hypocrite here but just for your info, I still passed. However, it was.. shit? -.-' So then, my history marks didn't cheer me up either. Never mind. What impressed me was my English. It was a HUGE improvement. This can also shows communicating in English often helps :) Thanks, love! Because basically, I speak in English more than Mandarin ever since I met him. Ha! But anyway, my tenses and grammar is still quite a major problem. The whole paper 1 is so reddd! Haha! Was really amazed and surprised. And also, elated:) I still can't get over the joke I created in my essay. Lol. Spelling 'plump' as 'plum'. The whole sentence is.. hahahah!! Enough of this. Next, LowXinLing still failed her Emaths. Wth-.-' Should really admit that I don't have Maths Brain. LOL. But, I still think I improved. (at least no zero this time!=P) Heh. But however, I'm really glad to see my Amaths marks!! Okay.. Though I still failed(!!), but didn't failed badly. Which is something that makes me happy :) Overall, I think it's satisfactory. Thank God. BUT, this doesn't means I'd be contented. It just isn't good enough. Or in another word, it sucks. However, it was better than my MYE. MYE was total horror. Ha! How I wish all the raw scores I'hv seen just now is over 100. If only, it's over hundred, I'd score with flying .. colours. (so children=P) GXX is so bad leh, he say I very ke qi with my marks -.- Sorry lah. I'm not as clever as you!! Okay, nightmare is here for 4NA. 10 papers of Amaths to do!!!! OMG. But, at least it will keep me accompany. Which means.. my mugging don't end here. I will still visit the library often. Haha! Look out for me thr! :) Lastly, I wanna danceee! :D

Oh by the way, you know what? Yesterday I boarded the wrong bus!! So dumb of me right? Despite living in Yishun for soooo long, I still can board the wrong bus-.- At that moment, I still tell myself "oh, 800. Board." Wth?! I shld have board 804 loh! Thank God, love isn't angry! Or else, I die ):

Fret not, I will still continue working harder. Heh. I'hv been having nose bleeding so suddenly ): And I need a job. And now I'm fearing of my overall results which will be in my report book. I pray it turns out well.Or else during PTC my mom is going to say something again =\

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2009-10-22T05:10:00.000-07:00

“Listen to advice and accept instruction, and in the end you will be wise. Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails.”
- Proverbs 19:20-21

Was out of school at around 11plus. Then house was out of electricity because of.. idk what they are doing. So, I bathed with cold water. Meet love and went to Amk hub. Catch this movie "Haeundae" which is about the tsunami. The movie was, awesomeee. Though at the begining they talk a lot about the lives & this and that, but after that it was a very touching scene. Totally into it man. The movie is nice until I even hold on w/o going to the toilet till it ends! Lol. Somemore, the worse part is I become very very urgent when the part whr tsunami strike -.-' Overall, it's a movie worth watching! :D Anyway, went back Yishun afterwards. Bought kfc back and guess what? I ordered Original but he give me Crispy -.-' Damn.

I'm like totally transparent today. LOL.

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2009-10-20T22:02:00.000-07:00

"Girls are superheroes. Who else could bleed for weeks and not die? (HAHAHHAHA)"
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Let's start from...
Monday 5/10/09.
Went to Yishun library myself and started studying from 4plus to 8 plus. I met a really weird uncle ok. He was sitting next but infront of me and he keep looking at what I'm doing-.-' Then, he started to move his ass so much that half of his body is actually infront of me!! I thought he's going to follow me back home when I leave because that time alrdy 8plus which means, library closing soon. But thank God, he didn't. Phew~
-Covered Sri Lanka, and Northern Ireland + Part of Bonding Singapore.

Tuesday 6/10/09.
Aini's house after school then to Serene's house. She cooked for us leh!hahah. We spent most of our time talking instead of studying okay -.-' Then stayed until 9plus and went home:)
-Covered Bonding Singapore and a bit of Emaths.

Wednesday 7/10/09.
Had lunch at Mac with SK and Serene.Then, went Burger king with Suay Kee. Stayed only from 4 to 5plus. Because she have to go home early and I don't wish to stay too late either =\
Happy Birthday,Wendy:)
-Covered SS essays and Emaths.

Thursday 8/10/09.
I totally forgotten =\

Friday 9/10/09.
English paper 1. Released early because only got 1 paper. So we went to eat at coffee shop & studied at Mac. Afterwards, went back school. And stayed there till 5 or 6plus because sch closing alrdy. So, proceed to Mac and continued with Serene then left at 7plus. Did a total of 7hours of Emaths!! We are crazy. Thanks Mrs Tang anyway! She stayed to help us:)

Saturday 10/10/09.
Abandoned my Dad for studies =\ Feel so bad because he stayed at home as he don't know whr to go. (spare me from hokkien service.LOL) So, I went library together with Suaykee and Serene. And had dinner with Dad at 925.
-Covered SS and Emaths (AGAIN!!!)

Sundy 11/10/09.
Didn't go for service although my heart really really wants to ): Give it a miss and studied. Went to Burger King myself because I know my 2 study partners are not free (then I realised the next day, I can actually call Sk out!!) So, I stayed from 4 to 7 plus and back home.
-Covered ... You should know -.-' SS & Emaths.

Monday 12/11/09.
Yishun library with love. Stayed there from 3 to 7 plus.
-Covered.. don't worry, no more SS. Is Physics !! & Emaths -.-''

Tuesday 13/11/09.
Yishun library wtih Serene and Suaykee. Stayed from 3 to 7 plus. Serene is so nice because she see that I haven't finish but she's very hungry and yet she didn't nag or complain. See, good right! But, I still left w/o finishing because I scare she faint there. HAHA.
-Covered Chemistry.

Wednesday 14/11/09.
Had breakfast with Sk then went home to do some houseworks-.-' Then changed and went Yishun Library. Sk came at 1 plus and stayed from 11 to 4 plus. (Me, sk came at 1plus) Had lunch at mac and went home and studied again till 10plus. So tiring...
-Covered History, Chemistry.

Thursday 15/11/09.
Went back home straight after school because I asked Dad to buy mac home:):) But my stomach very pain after I eat. Then here comes this conversation with my Dad.
Me: My stomach very pain leh!
Dad:Why?
Me: I don't know,after eating then very pain..
Dad:Oh.. I know alrdy, you drink the coffee! The coffee cold alrdy cannot drink.
Me: Walaoooo. You now then tell me, I finish everything alrdy!!!!
-.-' Lame lor. So I rested and studied at night till ....1am plus!!

Friday 16/11/09.
Because of sleeping so late... I woke up at 7am!!!! OMG right? -.-' But, I managed to bathed and changed and reached sch on time. Afterwards, I went home and slacked. Because, I super ultimate tired. And, I didn't study ):

Saturday 17/11/09.
Unknowingly, I slept till 4plus. Then I didn't study again! =P

Sunday 18/11/09.
CHURCH!:D:D:D Praise and worship was wonderful lah!!! Love it. So, after service went for Sushi with love. Then, because love had to rush back home and attend the wedding dinner, I went Woodlands myself. Collected the skirts I bought online then I went home. Love & I was totally broke that day. But, we are happy :)

Monday 19/11/09.
A holiday. I didn't study as well. Should slap myself-.-' But, revised abit at night.

Tuesday 20/11/09.
Last paper- Amaths p2. Kinda difficult =\ Then, after that meet love and back home :) My class was still discussing the chalet. I hope can lor. I really wanted a chalet man! HAHA.
Happy birthday, Beeeee! :D

Wednesay 21/11/09.
SUPPOSE TO BE A DAY OFF, but I woke up at 8 plus and rushed to school -.-' Was held back at by the security guard. He was damn rude lah! Argh. Then.. worse thing is. I waited for abt 1 hr lorrrrrr. From 9plus to 10 plus then they start !!! -.-' I think I left at almost 11am bah. Was about to call Dad because I thought of buying kfc home and ask if he want, then I saw him at coffee shop! HAHA. Smarrtttt. Lol.

Tell you guys one difference between my dad and mom. When I see my mom outside, she don't know is cannot recognise me or never see, but must wait till I call her then she realised. But, my dad different. He just look and he recognise already. Lol.

I believe this is the longest post ever :O Notice that I studied everyday? Hahah!!! Good girl hor. But, I began to slack after friday because it's 4days apart from the last paper. I'm already mentally holiday-ing. Hahah! Not very happy, but heaved a sigh of relief. O level next year. More mugging.
):

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2009-10-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

I'M CURRENTLY, NOT FEELING VERY WEL NOW.

This would means..... I'll blog again tomorrow! Just a short one for now:)

I'm so dread to go schoool tomorrow. It SUPPOSE to be a day off for everyone ):

Damn...

Anyway,, all the best for those who are taking O level!
Esp: Xiangzhi,Yongsan,Wendy,Xiuxing,Vinnie,Zhouqi,Linli,Yokekee & I can't think of anymore.
God bless you all! :D

2009-10-16T06:35:00.001-07:00

I'LL BE BACK SOON. WAIT FOR ME!! :D

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2009-09-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

"江山易改，本性难移"

[It's easy to change rivers and mountains but hard to change a person's nature;a fox may grow grey,but never good;a sow,when washed,returns to the muck; it is hard to change man's natural disposition than to change rivers and mountains]

School was, okay for me. At least I manage to survive uh. Thanks Dhashini :) & sorry Darren for
not coming to sch yesterday and make you bring my book for nothing. Hee :P Did my Emaths test and found out I'm actually so damn careless. Also, I'hv been repeating my mistakes all along. *slap* I deserve one uh. Lol. Then, I can't imagine I'm so hardworking.I actually asked Mrs Tang to stay awhile more to teach me how to do those Emaths TYS questions. Sorry ah, I'm that stupid and slow. Can't blame :) Okay, I went home afterwards. I felt that my life is so boring.. Everyday my day starts like -bathe,school,study,home,sleep,wake up,eat,watch tv,com,sleep.
Next day, the same thing. Lol. Schooling is like this. What can you do other than this? Oh, fret not. I'll dance sometimes in my house too! But I'll always kick or hit on something then in the end, here swollen, there injured. Dumbass. But, enjoyed. I hope I can have my own studio. Even the size of my bedroom I also feel contented. You know what, I once told my Dad after Sis get married then can I re-decorate my room like dance studio kind. Got mirrors and those stuffs. God, I think impossible lor. Sian-.-' That's my little dream, dream on Xinling!

My blogshop... is.. haha! not ready. I haven't upload and put in all the pictures. Hee. I wanted to ask someone to go Far East with me. But, guess what? No one is free for me. Pathetic hor? Never mind... I won't die! :) At most, go alone lah! Jeesh <--- From storybook! LOL. I think I'm really no.1 stalker siol! Got first hand info! Just sit in front of computer, you can know everything school-wide!HAHAHA. Whatever!

Click my ads, dearies :D I so miss my friends. Know who? Ha. None other than, bestie, yokekee & serene. Ha. I miss serene! LOLLOL. she won't see anyway, get well soon girl!

Just another asshole here. I'll get thru this ;)

2009-09-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

My Heart Will Go On-Celion Dion.

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And youre here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till were gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life well always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And youre here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Youre here, theres nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
Well stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

2009-09-15T06:27:00.000-07:00

MERRY MEET!!

YOUKNOWHAT?NICASKMETOWORKWITHHERAFTEROUREXAMS,BUT
SHECAN'TMAKEIT!!!I'MNOTBLAMINGHERNOWBUTI'MFEELINGSOSAD
THATICAN'TWORKWITHMYBESTIE!!!): ): ):
BESTIE,IMISSYOUHELLLOT.

Oh man, I hope my friends can don't need to leave such a big gap between us while talking to me. Grrs. Yes,you! I'm actually, having no expression on my face but I feel so sad within. (Please don't ask me anything regarding to this) Today was so slack! And I hope I will pass my Physics.. Then I only have, 35mins of Physics CT4, 1hr of Amaths+Emaths. Lol. And, the funny thing is- Miss Ong came but we thought she was on mc and we went to the library talking crap! LOL. I went straight home after school then get bathed and went to Northpoint with my Sister. Had burger king for lunch then walked around. We went to Swensens for some ice-cream. I ordered the Durian Supreme and I think I only ate 1/2 of the ice-cream!Because I was laughing like a mad ass. Muhaha. Then, meet my Mum. And eat again at BBQ chicken. God, I eat only a little bit. I was so freaking full okay. Eat, eat,eat and eat!FATSO. HA! Walked home after that. Can at least kill some calories. Heh.

I think I'm being sucha nerd herd ok. HAHAHA. I want to go Far east!! ): And I seriously miss bestie a lot. Of course, my dearest ): I want to meet them!!! & definitely, of course, sadly, I still feel so lonely. Sigh x100000000

No dance tomorrow, what shall I do? Hmmmm.. Oh btw, thank you Darren! Who ask you to say out your bag is not very heavy! hahaha! :D

“And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.”- 1 John 4:16

2009-09-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

Be Christ-centered.

(Words below are not relevant to the sentence above)

Have you ever felt so lonely before?

I'm feeling, extremely, lonely. It's like I'm the only one on Earth, with no one with me.I can't find a reason to smile, a reason to speak, a reason to laugh. Faking a smile on my face is equally painful as you smile while you cry. To pretend you are not something you are is terrible. It's so weird to say I'm lonely -.-' But, my heart felt empty. Why? I don't know. I just want to be, alone. Be myself. I don't want to live my life, pleasing others all day long. I am me, myself. If you don't like, I won't force you to like. You can just go away.If you no longer give a damn on me, you can go. I won't die. I'm feeling so, exhausted. Mentally tired. To sleep, when you know you are not, is worse than insomnia. I slept early last night. W/o receiving any reply. I SLEPT. But, my mind is full of you. I woke up and realise I only slept for a few minutes but I felt like hours. Subconsciously, I thought youreplied. Then I woke up again, at around 12.44am. I looked, and realised it's not you. I was disappointed and went back to sleep. Or shall I say, close my eyes? At 2.44am, I heard my message alert tone, and I thought you message me, then I looked and it's not you. Sadden, and I message a 'imy'. That point of time, I hope I can go straight to your house and wake youup. But hell, impossible. Yesterday night was horrible. I wasn't sleeping at all. I catch some sleep,but wake up to realise I'm sleeping physically, not mentally. My mind is full of you, you & still you. Next morning, you told me to go school first. But guess what? I'm actually walking behind you. Maybe to you, nothing happened. To me, hell lots of thoughts is running inside my mind. & I feel so so so, tired. The ring, remained at the same position. & Lord, I don't understand what You are trying to tell me. I can only, sigh and leave things to You. And now, I just want to have a good, night.

2009-09-13T07:29:00.001-07:00

I'M SO .......................

not happy.

2009-09-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

Shall I change to Multiply? Hmmm..

You know what? I never go library!! Oh my god. I overslept or shall I say I'm lazy to wake up? HAHA. Then.. I spend my day eat, watch tv, blahblahblah~ I want to go Far East to hunt for biker jacket. And I want to buy that heels from Amk hub. Lol. But, I only got enough $ for the heels for now )): I still want to buy long sleeve shirt. Gosh.

I'm having a weird feeling..
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I'M ACTUALLY MISSING THE L-I-B-R-A-R-Y
& I MISS S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G !!! MUHAHA.

2009-09-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

This four is either, at lib or at home aft studying.

My "movtivation" for studying... Hee, no lah. I'm at the cafe mah, then must buy something. If not the uncle that day will nag at me -.-'

Today, & I find myself look super ahlian in this picture!!!!
Fret not, I'm not one, my friends shld kw:)

Seoul Garden that day.

For someone special! Shall not let your see what I wrote, so only the deco is shown:)

My N level friends should got this already. Shall give the rest when sch reopen.

Generation gap! I'm just playing with my Sis and I talk like "you shut up & go bathe" then say I'm rude. My Sis obviously know I'm not being rude but just playing loh. It's how we communicate ok. Can't expect me to be like, "JIE, I REACH HOME ALREADY." , "JIE, YOU WANT TO EAT?", "JIE, I WANT TO SHIT, YOU WANT COME ALONG?" What the? That's purely joking lah! No joke, no fun -.-' Whatever. Your make the house like shit, I clean up ok.

Drink, drink someone lah. Wth. Damn fking hate people who drink and create the drunken show.

Ok. I'm here to blog but sadly started off with something not good. Whatever-.-' I'hv been going to library for the past two days to finish my homework, but I still haven't finish everything. Left some maths to go. Today was kinda a break to me. Went to have Sakae Sushi during the afternoon. And running in the evening, 6plus. Cool. I did more rounds this time, though I stopped and walked here and then. But I guess I completed about 4rounds. Then, went back home. I haven't KO, someone who never run KO already. Now is sleeping like a pig and never reply me. How.. not sad. Ha! Joking~

I think I'm going to library tomorrow again! Hohoho. Sometimes I don't like to go library because you will see some girls who gives you the i'm-very-clever look which I totally hate it. Chey, clever? The most to most is Poly/JC student only. Want to act clever. When you very clever then say.

Shall blog again next time! Remember to click on my ads & please tag me!!!! My tagboard only got JY who is alive. Wow. Thank you very muchh!! Hee :D

2009-09-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

I GOT NO MOOD TO POST.

BYE..

2009-09-07T08:05:00.001-07:00

SEOUL GARDEN! :D

Both Yandan & Danyi laoshi treat us Seoul Garden today. Have a great day with them and great cooking session with JY and PS! After lunch went to Yandan laoshi's house to see her niece. Forgot to ask her name. LOL. She was so cute and YD laoshi keep say the baby is hers! Visit her house and her room, not as messy as it seems lah. I think everybody's house is like this. Lol. And, a lot of M&M stuffs. Afterwards, went to JY's house first then to my house. We changed and went running! I know you guys had enough of hearing me saying 'I'm going running later!' but end up saying 'Never run alrdy, last minute cancelled OR lazy to run'. But, I did it today. We only manage to run 2 rounds at hill top. I think my stamina sucks loh. Run a bit tired already. While we climbing up the stairs, I told JY "Siao liao, I haven't run I tired already" because you know the stairs uh uh!! But actually, not very tired lah. Joking only. After 2 rounds + 1 round walking, we walked down. Went to 223 there to play playground-.-' Then back home to take $. Afterwards went down again to buy bubble tea and food home. I drink one cup of bubble tea and one bread + 2 fererro chocolates + papayas. Lol. I think the running just now is a waste. Lol. I just get some cheese or yogurt or milk home for more calcium! I want slim down too!!!!!):):

Okayyy, today was absolutely fabulous. Thanks to both laoshi and hope you two enjoyed it too! Our age gap not very big what, so of course we can be close ! Just visit DY laoshi's house next time, when she clear up! HAHA.

Lastly,
YD laoshi, I love you too! Though you do use vulgarities and scold us and kick this and that, but I know you are really very angry at that time. Your standard shouldn't be teaching people like us, but you still stayed and be with us. I know why you are angry because I'm in your shoes once. That's why :) But laoshi, no matter what, I will always put in my best and not disappoint you. But sorry if I'm way too uglyyy!HAHA! Also, your scolding we of course don't mind,I know it's for our own good. So... No need for sorry! It's always my pleasure to organise outings and bond everyone together!
Love you, Yandan & Danyi laoshi :D

2009-09-07T06:24:00.001-07:00

I WILL BLOG , TOMORROW.

OR LATER?

HMMM...

2009-09-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

SPOT ME :D

Old photos. My 2 lovely cousins:)

All the stuffs Mum bought.. -.- I told her,

"I know I like powder! But you don't need to buy me so much of them!!"

Totally got no idea what to post.. But, shall start a bit on Saturday. I went out with my Dad and have lunch at ... I forgotten the name. Then we went to I don't know where (again!), and bought 2 casual tops from Puma & Addidas. Dad bought a Puma shoe. After that we proceed to Jurong Point as I requested. And it was indeed a good choice! A lot of things to see and it is definitely a great place for shopping ! It was huge(fiy), in case you haven't go there before yet. Of course, it was my first time lah. Didn't have the chance to go because.. you know lah. Jurong mah. Farrrr leh. Then, have pepper lunch for dinner.Lol. Though it state 'lunch' but just ignore it for once then! After much shopping, home sweet home :)

Stayed at home on Sunday which is today. Because someone wanted to study as his N level is on Monday. So, didn't go for church service. Then I slept until 2plus and went out to buy my lunch. After that, enjoy my freedom. LOL. Meet love for awhile and went back home!

Feeling so relaxed because N level is none of my business but, have to mug for FYE. I want good results! Don't say I say only but no actions taken, I will do it :) No procastination this time round, I promise(to myself). Ha! Lastly, all the best to the N level students!!! :D

I say I have no idea what to post but I still post quite a lot! Goodbye then! Rest early worhsxsz! :D

2009-09-04T05:39:00.000-07:00

"After shearing the tears of agony, you must remember to pick yourself up. Though many people has taught you that its no use crying over spill milk, you must remember to fetch another pail of fresh milk and continue in life..."

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I THINK FIONA XIE LOOKS LIKE DAWN YANG!!!!

2009-09-04T05:09:00.000-07:00

At Hongkong/Shenzhen last year or last last year :)

TGIF! Holiday is here but I'm not in holiday mood. Dancers & laoshi, please reply my message fasterrrrrrrr!!!! I'm waiting like a stupid fool here! Oh, school was okay to me today. Actually, I don't remember anything. Ha! Went SSC with Suaykee after school. Walked around and went back to Northpoint. Have our late lunch @ Pastamania. And..went home. Boring life indeed. Seriously, every Friday is like that. but today lucky got her, if not I will go home and sleep all day long till Mum is back.

The temptation of buying clothes is getting stronger and stronger!! I wanted to buy a new shoe, shirts, pants, shorts,skirts.. I think it's normal! Every girls is like that uh :) Going out on Monday probably, but no one reply me! & TLL suddenly stopped replying me! Simply getting on my nerves.LOL. You know what? I don't know why people can stand it when there is dirty dishes not wash, rubbish bin that is full of rubbish-not cleared, newspaper all around the floor, clothes everywhere, etc. GOD. Please do something, don't understand why lah. So frustrated -.-'

I'm off to watch my television! Don't bother to reply my message lah. Whatever.

2009-09-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

My name is made with the stars that glow in dark :)

Our drawings! =P

I wanted to snap it because the view when the car pass by is beautiful, but

my dad was using my phone and I can't take so I could only snap this..

Went there for Daddy's birthday celebration.

The chocolates I received this few days. Serene & J.

I shall flaunt this. LOL. This is nothing compared to my O level.

I know, I haolian leh. So? I'm just proud of myself.

Mass run in the morning and I think I ran quite fast(not a joke or a flaunting session). Why I say this? Because I manage to see 2 boys in front of me,who I cut them after that, and there's practically no one in front or behind me(except that 2 boys). Lol. So haolian. But no lah, my class boys reach not long after I came back. School was fine and I think I'm being so lame by asking Darrell some stupid questions that I know I will not get a good answer back -.-'

Actually, Jy asked me for running today. However she last minute cannot make it so cancelled. Then, I fall asleep on my sofa. I was sweating like nobody's business :O Oh yeah, perhaps there will be a outing with the dancers on Monday.I shall plan it! :D I love going out with them and my class. However,I will have to finish my homeworks first. Suddenly, I got a carving for Sushi. Someone promised to bring me go Sakaeeeee / Seoul Garden uh uh uh ?? Pls don't forget!! :)

N level is approaching soon! (not my business, actually.ha!) But, I wanted to do something lah. Hee. Okiee, it's getting late. Good night! :)

2009-09-02T05:21:00.000-07:00

"Let the earth come to life

In the light of heaven's glow
And the streets sound with joy
As the shackles lose their hold
You laid down Your life
For one and all
So we give all we are
To You alone
....

With one voice we sing hallelujah
All the earth cry out hallelujah
With the angels sing hallelujah
Jesus Christ is King"
-Let all praises goes to Jesus Christ our King.

Yesterday is a holiday and I manage to finish 60% of my homeworks. And, I seriously cannot work in the afternoon. I feel headache and restless. Then I leave everything and do it at night. It have been a long time since my friend came my house. Still remember last time Serene and Siewhui always come and sleep-.-' Okieee, yesterday Jiayan came. We actually wanted to finished up the card, but totally no idea. But, at least we did something. Better than nothing.
We all "出钱又出力". We went all out for teachers. See, good right! :D

Our efforts did not wasted. Teacher's day celebration was superb. Though there's some problems but not very major. Sorry to make teachers angry. We 用心良苦 ah, please understand!:D We actually short of time. Was racing against time because instructors came early!! They all should late a bit mah! But, overall I must really thanks the girls! You girls done a great job and I'm really proud of you all. Your did cooperate with me and did those things.
I shall thank all of them,
Thank you Xiu Wei for the powerpoint slide you made.
Thank you Manxin, Jac and Huihui for buying the cake.
Thank you Manxin for helping to bring the cake to sch frm your house.
Thank you Jiayan and Geraldine for printing the photos and buying the board(i mean card).
Thank you Shijia for buying balloons.
Thank you for those that blow the balloons (and "injured" ! HAHA).
Thank you Melvina for helping in the $ thingy.
Thank you Peishan for helping me.
Thank you Cindy for helping out be it candles or other small stuffs.
Thank you everyone that did the card.(decoration)
Lastly, a huge thank you for those who fork out money!!!! :D

Thank you Jinyang. (don't say I'm heartless!) Though he so unwilling but still thanks for contributing $2 :) Overall, celebration is successful. But Miss Chen was on mc!): So, we had a mini one with her tomorrow. Promise it will be as great as today's one. Hope the teachers enjoyed it ! :D I'm truly touched by you girls because your listen to instructions and though I know a little complains is inevitable but thank you very much for sparing some time for the card decoration and forking out money and aiding me to make this successful(like some big business!!) Anyway, I'm really glad :)

Dance today was awesome too. Didn't 'fun enough' then 6plus already!!!): I wish it can be longer lor. So love the dance :D I believed everyone enjoyed today right? Heh. And girls, please inform me whether you are free on Monday okay? I need plan and inform teachers too. Hurry up uh :)
Ok.. I had a great day. Do you? :)

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:D

2009-09-01T00:11:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Happy Teacher's Day !
Especially to Miss Oh, Miss Ong, Mdm Ho, Mrs Tang, Mr Chen & Mr Tan :D

Secondly, Happy Belated Birthday to Amirah & Abigail !

Thirdly, Enjoy your holiday people.
-.-'

Oh well. I'm bored and lazy. I got lots of homeworks undone. Sept holiday are coming soon, also FYE is coming soon! I gonna study and not flunk any subjects :S By the way, I actually got nothing to post. But, I'm gonna say a zillion thank you to Mr Tan. He is super freaking good!!! I just merely asked him back for my card then he ask me to wait and return me! See, his goodness is wonderful. Thank youuuuu!!:D

I'll blog again next time.. when I feel like so.
:)

2009-08-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

No weeping, no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sickening
No hiding You hold me now,
You hold me now

I just can't figure out why I can't wake up -.-' And Aini said, maybe is because you are mentally tired but not physically. Which means, I'm tired of thinking some things. Wow, kinda true? Ha! I so wish Mr Tan can return me my card ): He will return to me lor. But suay suay saw Mrs Bala (she's the i/c today) then she refused. She say wait until I serve the detention. Ass, you wait lor. Next week I'm super busy. No time for detention. Unless you arrange 1hr one lar -.-' Whatever. And fiy, I'm absent on Thursday. Should give myself one tight slap for that. What the heck.

Personally, I think the surprise test Miss Oh gave just now is helpful :D Because, I know which part I still not very familiar with and which part I actually don't know how to do. Hope there is more this kind of test(s)? Though I know 4NA guys will be unhappy over it -.-' Oh, frankly I don't know how the heck I score, * for my Emaths. I shall remain that as a * because I myself feel utter ashamed. Thanks for Darren, that kind soul :D & not forgetting love. I told myself to control and yeah, I failed. Sigh. I just.. don't know why. Ya, I know, never give up right? :D

And you know what? I swear, the next time I'm going to cry, is because of something good and not bad. I'll prove to myself. (: Anyway, TGIF. Did the Teacher's Day thingy for our beloved teachersss!!! Really hope they will at least appreciate. We spent a lot efforts doing. But, for some I know they just use their mouth and not hands. One important thing is, I'm truly amazed by Manxin's attitude and behaviour just now! She is actually a girl that is so serious at work lah! So different from last time. And those that came today, including Cindy & Xiuwei, I really appreciate it okay.You girls are great. *Notice that I mentioned girls only*

Daddy's birthday tomorrow. Michael Jackson's one also right? Heh.Remember to click on my ads alright? Thank you :)

PS: Happy 1 year 1 month :D

2009-08-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

I love the skies :) Different day.

Though I woke up at 6am+ this morning, but minus the time I used to bathed, walk to school and etc, to be accurate, I woke up at 9am+. Confused? Ha! What I'm trying to say is that, I slept for almost 2 hours. That means, take it that bathing and all is a dream(sleepwalking), then I went class and sleep again! Isn't I wake up at 9am+? Lol. Not funny-.-' No PE for 4NA, I love it. Didn't get back History,Emaths & Chemistry papers. But, roughly I know where I stand. Okay, I'm not feeling very well actually. To fail all subjects but not Humanities.. Sigh. What can I expect except blaming myself for carelessness and not studying hard? ):

By the way, JY, Geraldine and I roamed around Northpoint yesterday for Teacher's Day gifts. & lastly, we bought the foam paper to fold roses. Not very perfect but it's the thought that counts? (: Hope they know it's not easy doing so! So after finish folding all, left there and reach home at 7pm :O & Mom's chicken wings made me cannot resist to eat before sleeping!! I'm becoming fatter and fatter.. Isn't it ? ):

This month is indeed very packed for me as there's a lot things to do and pocket is burning ):
22-Suaykee's bdae. 24-JY's bdae. 28-1year1mth. 29-Dad's bdae. Then to 1 Sept- teacher's day! ):

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Give me some ):

Anyway, blessed birthday Jiayan!:D

2009-08-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

Sunday! :) For the very first time, we went for service so early! It's like, 1 hour earlier? Wow. Oh yeah, I decided to go to NCC from now on. Like that, we won't have unnecessary quarrel over going who's church. Since, I'm a free thinker, I can choose anywhere I want. But I guess I will settle myself somewhere soon.. (: It's not surprising that I do touched sometimes. But, just don't know what is it that hold me back. Yeah, I not sure. Let things be ? :) I do enjoy the way I am now. Heh. Supposingly, going to have waffle but no seat available and he don't eat fondue / ice-cream -.-' Haissss. Thus, we went to Marina to buy my wallet. I hope it's not auntie, but whatever anyway. Left there around 6pm and I fall asleep in train-.-'

Ok, i admit parting is such sweet sorrow. Ha! I do miss him and hate everytime when we need to go home.. That moment sucks la.But never mind. We will still meet uh :)

I promised to upload photos tomorrow! :) Anyay, Happy belated birthday, Suaykee! (22aug)

2009-08-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

"He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?"
Romans 8:32

I went shopping alone! Surprised :O Fret not. I'm used to it already. Actually thought of asking someone to accompany but he got BB ): Then, my date with JY is postponed to Monday.So, I decided to go myself. I went to Suntec, and bought two ribbon hairbands, one ribbon hair clip and 2 shirts from topman. Yes, topman. Nothing wrong ok(: (i'm not buying for myself!) I wanted to buy chocolates but decided not to as I prefer the one at TPY :) Then, I can't find what I wanted actually. So, I decided to buy it on Monday when I'm out with JY. Also, I wanted to buy the DP wallet but don't know is it very auntie -.- Thus I decided to ask him over tomorrow to help me choose, since we going for service.(i pray this time round, he can make it!!!) Alright, I still wanted to buy more stuffs but I controlled because I can't overspend. & I really tempted to buy the doll doll but is small size one!! That is super adorable!!!!! I guess I'm going to buy!!!!!!!!!!Muahahhaa :)

I meet my mom at City Hall and went home:) I walked until my legs super tired!

I will blog tomorrow ! Remember to click my ads alright?& perhaps I will put a tagboard ..
(L)

2009-08-21T06:22:00.000-07:00

Oh God, I believe I'm freaking ugly just now when I broke down into tears. Darn, I was controlling all the way but still failed in the end :\ Sucha loser uh? I know..

Yesterday is Physics and Amaths. And I failed Amaths, very badly. I went to SSC after school to meet up with Sis & Mom. Had Ajisen for lunch and went back home to rest. Later went to Square 2 and have dinner @ Tunglok. I swear I'm going to buy snowskin mooncake this year!! I'm craving for it!! :)

Today, was kinda not very good. Lol. I know that sentence sounds and looks weird.. I don't bothered anyway. Hais, History is manageable today. And I felt so sleepy. Everything was okay until Amaths. Upon hearing Miss Oh saying that careless mistake and all, I knew I failed. I thought I only made 1 small mistakes but guess what? I lost about 16marks due to careless mistakes. & that means I only got 9/30. Wonderful isn't?I'm so trying not to say the
'f' word... -.-' I'm in the verge of crying upon receiving my test paper. It was like, wt*? (i'm controlling..) I was kinda glad that my classmates are sucha kind souls :):) Which kind of cheering me up a little. Danish said: next time will be better. I don't really remember what Danish said exactly, and also Darren. But I know, they are so kind to says things like 'next time will be btr' , 'oh, nvm lar, try your best next time' Similar to these but not exactly:) Esp, love. He keep want to see my face!! I'm freaking ugly lor. But I just can't stop at that point of time. & lastly, thanks to Miss Oh too:) Also, Mr Chen? They said I'm not someone who gives up easily. & of course I will NEVER surrender to Amaths :) I swear I will do better and not allowing carelessness to kill me:)

I think it's really a joke lor!Cry until like fail O level -.-' But then is failed Amaths! Darn, so paiseh !! I'm so glad there's still someone lend me his shoulder :D Arbo , I'll lock myself up in the toilet before I cooled down(i think that takes abt 1/2 an hour!!). I went home after some time, but my eyes still red!! thank God no one found out. Bathed and went to Northpoint. Lunched @ Delifrance :) But service sucks. I paid the service charge but I seems to be doing more work than them-.-' We took the butter, sauce on our own. And I almost pour a cup of ice water for my Sister. Lol. Afterwards, accompany my Sister for a hair cut and I wasted my 1 hour waiting!!! ): We took a bus back to Northpoint and shop around. Oh yeah, I finished reading my storybook-Chosen(I almost type Amaths!!-.-) And I bought 'Untamed'. I believe it will be equally nice:) Then I bought my Chewy Jr !!! Have been craving for it for a very long time :):)

You know what? I still can't get over my Amaths ):
So heartbreaking..

PS: i love him :D

2009-08-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

FIRST OF ALL, I wanna thank God that I did well for my O lvl Chinese paper! Without Him, I don't think I can do very well relying on my own ability. So, it is all by God's grace :) However... I'm not going to mention what I got for Chinese! HA! Also, congratulations to those that score A1 ! Muhaha! :) And to others that didn't do very well, don't give up alright? :) God bless!

That's all for the good news, bad news is I flunked my Emaths once again. I totally forgotten the formulae -.-' I DID studied ok! But just don't know what's wrong with me that I forgotten it ): Hais. Now, I'm going to use my other subjects to help me :) Heh.

Anyway, I admit I do have relationship problems a little here & there, now & then. But just a minor one. Who don't have problems isn't? Thanks for that, you know who you are. Althou I don't really know you, but I wouldn't be so nasty to someone who treat me good isn't? Well, I know it's a little stupid to say the person is good but, you cannot be sure the person is good even you know him/her for years also right. Ha. Everything is mutual lah:)

Okay, chucking everything aside for now. I'm going to study for my Amaths & Physics !!!!
God bless everybody !
(L)

2009-08-18T01:36:00.000-07:00

I'm back, together with the pictures :)

@ Xin Wang with Mom on Sunday.

Awwwws,the doll ! :)

With my fav-ice cream :)

Adding on to the number of soft toys on my bed.

I wonder by the time I grow up, will I still have a place to sleep?:O

& That's the mess I created that time. I took out all my past and this year's

papers and re-arranged it again. Then after a long time clearing it ....

It's done! Clean & tidy :)

Basically, I screwed up my Chemistry paper section B ): So darn upset over it & I think Mr Neo will blast at me for leaving three 4marks question, blank. How great. Before the teacher mark my paper, 12 marks had flew already ): How to passs??!!? But, thank God SS is manageable!!

BUT, as usual I didn't finish it still. Hope to score well.. I felt kinda bored today. A lot of things to do- homeworks, revision & I forgotten already.. Ha! I have to finish my Emaths revision latest by before 12am today, also together with History SBQ qns, Amaths homework, don't really need to rush. And... I think no more?:)

I think I really cannot stay at home in the afternoon you know... I will feel sick and tired and I don't know how to express it.. Thank God tomorrow no dance..

Alright, I'm off to watch tv :) Byeee .

2009-08-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, it make me wonder why.

Isn't Love something weird? (ok, carry on reading first before you started to "huh?")
Well, Love usually is sweet at first and then bitter. Some people found true love and they really got an happy ending. However nowadays, it doesn't seems so. Right? Firstly, what is true love? There are many definations to it. & all I know for Love which is something so precious because "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life." John 3:16 Alright, maybe to some they may think it's no link. Then back to topic. Why I say Love is something weird? I have seen many different kinds of real life examples and my own experience.

First, why do you say "I love you" ?
It is because you really love the person OR love the person for a motive OR love that person only during that moment because you feel something sort of Love? Heh. I think I'm weird.

Ok then, why do guys(i kw not all guys) treat the person he love so nicely when they are wooing them but after which, attitude changed?
Eg:
When wooing,
-do everything for that girl.
-gives surprises and all.
-saying of sweet stuffs & blahblah.
-all kinds of sweet and nice things you can think of ok? (:

Then when she is your girlfriend, after being together for quite a time,
-do guys really get sick of it?
-why attitudes changed?
-not enough understanding?
-or just a habit being with that person?
-will just heck care the girl even though she cry after a quarrel.
-feels that she's a nuisance.
-& more...

So, weird? That is what I think basically. Don't really have to accept it. You do have your own opinions right? Heh. Love is so weird. Wondering why guys can say "I love you forever" and things like that but then broke off with you in the end AND have another girlfriend? Wow. Amazing. Okay, that's humans I know.. Worse still, some even have affair with another woman while he is married. Sometimes not just 1 but 2 or 3 or more. So then it literally linked to marriage. I think wedding vows are just nothing but a speech to recite. Well, for some they took it seriously. For some they wanted marriage just for sex. For some, i don't know what else humans can think of. Then, if wedding vows are something important, then why are there so many cases of divorce?

How many people will actually do this- "I offer you my solemn vow to be your faithful partner in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad, and in joy as well as in sorrow"?
Or this-"promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live."?
Or this-"I will cherish our union and love you more each day than I did the day before."?
Oh well, I bet only 0.0000000001% out of the so many will do this-"Entreat me not to leave you, or to return from following after you, For where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people, and your God will be my God. And where you die, I will die and there I will be buried. May the Lord do with me and more if anything but death parts you from me."

(: If you think I'm wrong for saying this, prove me then.

Weird stuffs. Weird life. Weird Earth.

I just know, the Love of God is unconditional, priceless and pure.

2009-08-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

I am not going to upload any pictures today as I am very lazy to transfer it to the computer. Start of the common test, English paper today. It was, quite okay to me :) And tomorrow will be Chemistry & Social Studies. I guess I'm going to flunk SS again? The problem now is, I feel so sick to study for it. How? ):

I think I gained more knowledge today. Ha! Oh ya, I didn't complete my history homework): I feel so unwell. Sometimes I hope I can just scan through the textbook and all things are stored inside. Lol. Ignore me, I'm not in the blogging mood. I don't know why am I here too :O

Blog tomorrow :):

2009-08-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

Loves & Misses.

Common test starting tomorrow :O Guess what? I don't have the timetable. Anyway, my aim for common test is to score at least all grade2.As for Emaths.. 3 or 4 is satisfied.(because I don't even know I can pass not) Heh. MYE results had made me woke up, I bet I wouldn't want to see that result slip again. It was horrifying to me ok. But I'm glad that my CT3 marks is better.I got either 2 or 3 but VR for Emaths. Ha! I just dislike Emaths ): By the way, yesterday I went to Turf City with my Dad. & we had Steamboat and BBQ, okay, I don't know what it's called! But I know it was delicious! Will be back there again :) Then I went to the library at Civics today. I didn't know it was the very first time someone went there!!! Can you believe it?! God. So, spent hours there doing my homework. But history SBQ is difficult thus I decided to do tomorrow. Afterwards, we went to the Korean BBQ Chicken (idk the name :O) for dinner. & go to Cold storage to get my Honey Cherry Tomato!!! :D Favourite! So then, slack awhile and back home. On the way, Mom called & I went back Northpoint. This time to Xin Wang HK cafe for some dessert :) Had the Mango Ice(?), superb. Try it one day! Back home after that.

I saw quite a number of couples today. Ha!

1st- Vinnie & Xiangzhi.

2nd- Serene & Darren. (tgt with,the 3rd)

3rd- Siewhui & Jon(ok, idk the spelling too!HAHA).

Wow. Oh yeah, shall I extend my hair? Grrs. Oh, do your want a tagboard? Leave a message here:http://www.plurk.com/getWidget?uid=3506348. Do it if you want :)

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2009-08-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

I'll update tomorrow, promise (:
Ohyeah, since no one is tagging me, I removed the tagboard.

2009-08-13T01:30:00.001-07:00

Muhaha. I got nothing to post againnnnn. Tell me what to do~
I'm absent from school today and yesterday. And of course, I'm sick -.-'
& i think i'm blessed enough for not missing anything new in school.
And all i'm worrying for is my result. but who knows it's not out yet!!
how can you, MOE ?! -.-' Arghs.

Oh well, i think those that prank people seriously got no guts too :)
Hah! Because when they prank people, they are very 'big'.
When people call back, they just hang. Oh my... Pity you people :O
C'mon, answer me who are you la!
Xiao mei mei ~~ No matter how many times you prank also no use. what's not
yours is not yours :)

because , it's already taken! muhahahah. still lose to me, hais.
:)

i'm craving for chewy jr. but i got sore throat. ):

2009-08-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

She felt nothing now, but just disappointment :)

ok, shut up right? alright.. i know :)

2009-08-07T02:07:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates!
Just a quick update ,

Wednesday

a lot of teachers were absent.
dance.

Thursday

No Amaths remedial.
Felt super tired.
A lot holiday homeworks.
English lesson is darn boring.

Friday

ND celebration, 10am release.
Went for a movie.
Didn't end up well because of my foul mouth eh.

Ya, boring post uh? that's why I don't want to post-.- My feet and ankle is so freaking painful lah. Darn it. I got sore throat too. I'm just too sick to quarrel over 2 words since you can't get over it then never mind.

I HAVE LEARNT, TO SHUT UP :D

得不到的永远是最好的..

2009-08-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I shall blog! Firstly, just to tell you guys that I'm fine (; Just purely feeling down and a bit problems here and there. Please don't comment 'why never share with me!' upon reading. Thanks, I would appreciate it. I don't see a need to share (: I can handle my own stuffs uh. You know what? I'm just so proud of myself :D I got back my Chemistry CT3 and I thought I failed though I have only a little confidence of passing. I was busy arranging my Amaths stuffs and I didn't know Jaspreet had already place my test on my table & at that very moment I was like, 'siao liao, never got back paper = failed ? ):):' but amazing, I raised my head and saw my paper! The first thing I do was to turn to Suaykee and say "EH! I PASSED LEH!" Although is only 19/30 lah. But, at least PASSED right!? I passed my Physics also, 16/30. Ha. So proud. First time I passed my Chem for this year :S Seriously, a little effort can makes a difference :D I want good good results!!!!!!!!!! First of all, must love Emaths ): Prefer Amaths lor...

Oh, above pictures is my leotard, and some other stuffs. The leotard is not only $25.50 so cheap ah. Hahah! :D & guess what? I DREAMT WENDY FALL IN LOVE WITH ME. GAWD.

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2009-08-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

很想说

woo~ you are so beautiful to me
在午夜里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对太愚昧
难道笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了终于懂了真的

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了 my love

笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了终于懂了(终于懂了) 真的(真的)

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的(是你的)
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了(忘记了)
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了爱了

就有坚持理由(就有坚持理由)
别说我会留在路口不会走 ho woo (爱你会直到最后)

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以复合